So you have prayed and prayed and prayed. You have stayed in faith, you have quoted the right verses, you have smashed negative thoughts, you have dutifully handed it all over daily to your heavenly Father. All of it, all of them – your husband/wife/child/parent/sibling/friend/work situation/finances/physical health challenges/emotional and mental health challenges/your ministry (or lack of)/your lonliness/your isolation/your lack of purpose/your quest for re assurance and for confirmation that it will all be OK in the end. Yet every day you plod wearily through your hours with the burden unresolved. The husband not yet saved, the critically ill child, the rattle in the car’s gearbox, the bills in the mailbox and that sinking feeling in your heart. Where are you God, where is my breakthrough? I have prayed that my husband/wife/child will follow you. I have prayed that my test results will be negative. I prayed for a home for my family and a job to provide for us all. So why isn’t it happening? Where are you God, and where is the breakthrough you promised me?
I think we have all had those thoughts if we are brutally honest, I know I have battled with a number of them at times, and I have called out to an apparently deaf God, ‘where are you? where is my breakthrough? I need it right now?’ and there has been nothing but a deathly silence. I have now learned in those times, that my impatience, my timing and my human reasoning is not going to sway God to be my personal ‘gofer’. He is God, and his timing is perfect, however that is often not seen until we look backwards after the issue has been dealt with, and the results seen retrospectively.
For me, I have to come back to my faith facts. God loves me, he sent his son Jesus to die for me. I carry the kingdom of God with me, and he could not possibly love me anymore than he does right now. I know that the Holy Spirit is within me, guiding me, comforting me and bringing me into peace. I know that my future is in his hands, and that his promises are true. He cannot and will not lie. He can be trusted. I have also learned that his timing is not my timing, yet it is perfect. It does not fit in with my plans or agendas. I have prayed the prayer of faith for my unsaved family, and I know that God is faithful and hears and answers prayers. My faith facts are fed by reading and meditating on the word of God, on his promises and on the knowledge that he is faithful. Always and forever, because he loves me – and he loves you too. Its his nature. It is who he is to you and to me.
Breakthrough is overcoming an obstacle. That obstacle may be fear, doubt or just circumstances that look really dire. We can nourish our future breakthrough as I already said by staying in faith, and feeding our faith as we read the word of God and meditating on his promises. I look back at my life, and see that breakthrough has come when I have praised him in spite of my circumstances. Praise builds us up as we spontaneously worship him, confident that he will prevail in our situation. I of my self cannot save my family. I cannot coerce them, bribe them, reason with them or force them. But I can pray. I can speak the word of God over their lives. I can refuse to let negative thoughts take control when circumstances don’t line up with my faith. I can believe even when belief seems impossible.
Psalm 37:4 reminds me to “Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” So, be fully engaged in your love walk with him. Talk to him freely, confide in him, give it all over to him – relax in him, abide in him and constantly speak to him especially when the ‘what ifs’ and frightening circumstances come against you. Remind yourself that he is for you, and he is working on your behalf to answer your prayers for your loved ones and you circumstances. Mark 11: 24 is a reminder. “I tell you, you can pray for anything, and if you believe that you’ve received it, it will be yours.” However this is conditional as we need to make sure that we are not holding unforgiveness towards others in our hearts.
I think of Hannah in the Old Testament who poured her heart out to God and finally had a son, as did Sarah and Abraham, even when it seemed totally unlikely. God was their breakthrough. Joseph at the bottom of a well, and then in a prison went on the rule Egypt. Daniel, isolated from his people group and faith put God first and his breakthrough into power shook a kingdom. And there are so many more. Paul was a killer and yet he had a breakthrough to become an amazing Apostle of faith. Peter was bound up with religion and questions yet God mightily used him. And the common denominator was God was in their breakthrough. It was HIS timing, it was according to HIS perfect plan for their lives and it resulted in a world changing, people changing gospel that has dynamically been the salt and the light that our world needs so desperately.
So don’t give up on your breakthrough. God already knows, you’ve certainly talked to him enough about it. Don’t give up, stay in faith, keep your confession aligned to the word of God and not your circumstance, realise that it takes time, stay in forgiveness and purity of heart and above all – trust him for his perfect timing, his perfect breaking through and his perfect outcome. He loves you, he couldn’t love you any more and he tenderly cherishes your prayers, he gathers your tears in a bottle and his arms are alway outstretched to comfort and support you as you wait. In your weakness he is your strength.